One would have thought the term break means loads of free time to catch up on school work, but guess its not true after all... spent two entire days in finishing school... mostly a waste of time. pretty good for catching up on lost sleep though. then another few more days with high fever out of nowhere. *i wished for a moment the stock market had gone up the way my temperature did*

then another few days not doing anything productive at all and it is now that last day of term break. bleah. tutorials and revisions not done.

this reminds me of lots of other stuff not done as well. pictures. somehow a valiant attempt to update my blog with pictures has dwindled to a sheer determination that is only mental.

one day, i'll just lump all those pictures together into one entire blog post. haha.

quite alot of things running through my mind now, wondering at possibilities that are endless.

Especially for my little brother, he's 14 as of today!! welcome to teenage life xiao di... its kinda sad to not be able to celebrate for him.. been quite a few birthdays away from home without his two sisters... but well, despite being the irritating little thing he usually is, we still love him!
guess he'll just have to wait til dec for a birthday treat then.
funny thing about my little brother is how he has become soooo vain over the years. apparently he had a haircut yesterday and he hated the look of it. came home crying and refused to go to school next week. damn funny.
part of growing up i guess... at least he bothers about his image unlike most guys i know... hahaahhaha... :p

enough slacking for now. gotta get back to writing my term paper. *boring*

Been a long while since i last updated. almost forgot my password too...lots been going on. ups and downs...

damn sian now. sitting in MA tutorial stressing about all the work i gotta do, my obviously flunked finance quiz, flattened car, insurance payment, road tax payment, insurance excess payments, school fees, bills and what not.

and getting even more affected by the reactions of some people. gonna crack soon. waking up everyday and feeling that invisible pressure upon me. maybe that explains the multiple heartburns i've been having. too much to bear.
dun wanna be too close cuz dun wanna feel sad. i'll stay away and give you peace and a stressfree life.





i need comfort.


lots of it.



anyone knows where i can get some proper TLC??