i miss you. the load of emotions behind these 3 simple words seems too much for one to comphrehend. expectation that the receiver will feel it and reciprocate? that may seem too much to ask. maybe sometimes, the person you miss doesnt miss you at all. what are you gonna do then?

there was a little fish who had a good o crab as a friend. the only trustworthy friend it had in the whole tank of little fish, and they stayed at the bottom of the tank cosy with life. the crab was the little fish's only consolation. the little fish had a hard time. tears were washed away by the surrounding waters and gone unnoticed. except for the crab. it had seen the tears of the little fish, and went through difficult times, all the while standing by the little fish. it seemed however, that the crab started to make more friends than it thought it would. and it gradually migrated to the top of the reef, leaving the little fish alone at the bottom of the tank. the little fish wanted to feel glad for the crab. the crab seemed happy with its new found school of friends at the top of the reef. but somehow, the little fish didnt feel as glad as it ought to. it felt like the crab had forgotten the little fish. the crab seemed too busy making merry to remember the little fish.
the fish didnt like lonliness and the silence that came along with it.

but the little fish is alone.

nevertheless, the little fish will wait by the bottom of the tank and hide away in the coral til its good friend the crab comes back.

went shopping today at dongmen and kena cheated of 100 rmb!!! stupid woman gave me a fake 100 note. second time i've been duped in dongmen. damn irritated.
somemore kena suan by my dad when i told him about it. say that only stupid tourists will kena cheat. haha... i think i'm just too gullible la. next time come china shopping gotta be more aggressive since these china people dont give face anywayz.

actually the service can be quite good. the eatery especially. super efficient la!! crowded with people but they actually manage to give us a seat on the spot. zai one. plus the food is GOOD!!! haha... imagine la, me and yongz ordered xiao long bao. it cost us only 6 RMB for 5, thats like 25 cents in singapore for each xiao long bao la.... and it tastes as good as those from ding tai feng or crystal jade la!!! but then again, xiao long baos come from china... muaha... by right should be cheaper la.

i love shopping in china!!!!!!!!!!!!! except the cheats of course.

yay... in china for a week!! supposed to come with jeff too but he fly aeroplane... and it's so weird with yongz just tagging along.. and he hates shopping la..

not bad la.. having a friend around makes the trip alot more funny. cuz yongz is damn cock. hee.. plus makes the train and plane rides seem shorter.

and we bio pretty babes together lo! took a photo.. i should upload it soon. haha... yongz is going crazy over her la... say she looks a bit like xiao jun, but i think xiao jun sweeter.

haha.. ok i'm going cranky here and yongz is nagging me...

been going out alot lately... too much infact... by the time i reach home every night its at least 3 am in the morn.
went out with pan and daniel yesterday to acid bar. been hanging out with pan alot and i think she's a really funky girl.. straightforward.. which is really nice cuz most girls are'nt like that. i'm just hoping that whatever i encountered so far with girls wont happen again.. i'll be really sad if anything like that happens.
anywayz, daniel was wearing the perfume that seng always wore... haa.. i was sitting beside daniel so the smell was quite strong. suddenly felt really really sad and just broke down. the pain never seemed to go away...
i couldnt listen to pan and daniel talk.. too engrossed in my own thoughts.. think daniel was telling pan about his stuff so i just sat at the other corner to cry everything out.
ha.. super down.. wasnt in the mood to have fun yesterday...
i miss seng... he'll always be someone special to me. its like, some times i cant get over the fact that he's gone.. and i really dunno what to do without him.. i need seng around.. i miss his hugs... i miss him too much too much...

yay! exams are over and i'm finally getting a life!
went for badminton with marvin, yi ning, ywee tat, ryan and hong chang after the IT paper. so fun!! its been a long while since i last played badminton... now my butt aches when i walk and i cant walk properly. my right arm doesnt seem to be working either.
haha.. then after that went bonding with addition of pan, yongz, the two kennies and weibao... ended up at st james instead of wala wala... quite cool actually. mass bonding session with people i didnt really know... plus supper at geylang after that!! actually we were all pretty tired but its worth it cuz exams are FINALLY over! so die die muz go out til late.. haha..
what a line up of bonding sessions... we met up again to play board games at the MIND cafe. so funny.. marvin totally spoil market la... but it was quite fun. and hong chang.. seriously... i never realised he's so good at taboo.. hahah..
oh and there was some bonding with pan.. which was really nice cuz i dun have many girlfriends... so hopefully what i dread wont happen.. i really want nice girlfriends i can hang out with.. oh and its her birthday like now anywayz... which means another bonding session later!!!
haha.. we are soooooo happening!!

i hope this keeps up for the whole hols... haha... entertaining =)