been going out alot lately... too much infact... by the time i reach home every night its at least 3 am in the morn.
went out with pan and daniel yesterday to acid bar. been hanging out with pan alot and i think she's a really funky girl.. straightforward.. which is really nice cuz most girls are'nt like that. i'm just hoping that whatever i encountered so far with girls wont happen again.. i'll be really sad if anything like that happens.
anywayz, daniel was wearing the perfume that seng always wore... haa.. i was sitting beside daniel so the smell was quite strong. suddenly felt really really sad and just broke down. the pain never seemed to go away...
i couldnt listen to pan and daniel talk.. too engrossed in my own thoughts.. think daniel was telling pan about his stuff so i just sat at the other corner to cry everything out.
ha.. super down.. wasnt in the mood to have fun yesterday...
i miss seng... he'll always be someone special to me. its like, some times i cant get over the fact that he's gone.. and i really dunno what to do without him.. i need seng around.. i miss his hugs... i miss him too much too much...