its been close to a year. While its true i've moved on and started being happier, things are definitely not the same.
Been thinking back alot recently. Back to the accident scene, back to when it all started. and also some things that i shouldnt have held to heart as well. Guess i do want to take this chance to apologise to a person whom i've been rather unfair to. Alot of emotions were involved, and particularly shortly before the accident things were not going with with her and seng either. Lots of misunderstanding and pettiness as well. Come to think of it, its no point letting things be like this either. Better to have a friend than an enemy right?
So, i dunno if she's reading this, but hey, i'm sorry for being that emotional wreck the past year ok? I know it wasnt fair to her either cuz it wasnt her fault. It was an excuse on my part to dislike her cuz of her misunderstanding with seng. What's over is over. Nothing can be done to change the past, but at least something can be done about the future. What i really hope now is that we'll all call it a truce. Even if we cant be friends, but we wont be enemies. :) And i think that'll let seng rest in peace too. really miss seng...... :(

Other than that,
this hols will be kept really busy!! brandstorm, violin, church and so on!!! bleah.... i want a holiday.....