been having alot of random thoughts the last few days.

life is really really short and unpredictable. thinking about it, i've really been brooding over lots of issues not within my control at all. and it only makes me feel sadder, more emotional, more stressed.

saw a squashed lizard on the way home today. really gave me the creeps but i was thinking, its about the same with human lives. no one is immortal. so cherish what u've got now cuz it might not be around forever. Do what u wanna do now or u may never get the chance ever again. and then live to regret.

which means, i should just get up and move my ass. its been stuck to the ground for much too long.

chermini horoscope says "if there's not point, then forget there's something called hope" mainly cuz "nothing" is not worth waiting for.

gotta keep myself a constant reminder to not get too emotionally attached or affected. but then again. women are ruled by emotions. *sigh*

either i succumb to mother nature or i believe in the power of the mind.


status update:

cheryl is very confused.