a whole day filled with oweek stuff. but i woke up feeling really happy and light. my mood hasnt been so for the past week. i think its cuz of the dream i had last night.
its amazing how one dream can change my mood so drastically. but i'm happy with the way i feel now. no obligations to anything, no pain, no suffering, not a care that my hopes would be dashed.
it somehow feels like i can accept whatever u say. of course i still get affected, but at least i'm in a better mood today. and i hope this stays.

i like to feel like this. :) just take everything as it goes. no fear!

lots to do too! daniel just called this morning to ask me to stand in for him. then further obligations that he hasnt gotten clearance from marv yet. let him talk to marv himself though.

helping out with dean's evening too cuz its supposed to be seng's charge initially.

oh and dad's back. =) so that means i'll be getting my post 21st bdae dinner with my entire family!!! happening.

didnt manage to celebrate with quite alot of my friends cuz i was in camp. ah well.. too weird to celebrate now too. i dun feel 21 anywayz. ha. glad to at least have a few trusted friends around though!


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and it seems like my dad has major plans for me. gonna get realy busy if things work. so time to start getting independant somemore!!

PS: i'm not as dependant as u think i am. at least i wont die if i stay alone cuz i'm already stayin on my own. :p just gotta work on the emotional part la. heeee ;)