yep. just got to my grandma's place after prayers. thank god my cousin replied his sms... if not i'll just be rotting at my grandma's. muaha.

hmm, the K810i has really short battery life. haha.. thats not a good sign for me.

online with my mushi now. its really ironic. its like, my leaving church didnt seem to matter at all until everyone else left church. simply put, coming to talk to me now only gives me the impression ecf's trying to pull back whoever they can.
no way man. way too hypocritical. sorry if it doesnt sound nice but that's how it comes across. hopefully a new church would be different. cuz i still believe in God. just cant stand the human nature and church politics.

ah well... i'm outta there so it doesnt matter. i'm not going back. went back too many times and been disappointed as many times. maybe thats why i lost faith for a while too.

now? we'll see how things go then.